I go to Montana next week and I'm scared 

For real this week was so much faster than last week. I'm at the Missionary Training Center in Provo for my new friends who just subscribed to my annoying emails. I fly out to the real-life mission field on Tuesday. It's wild. I'm somewhere in between wanting the MTC to be over so I can face the source of my anxiety and wanting my last MTC days to be long so I can enjoy the limited time I have with my amazing friends and procrastinate dealing with real life BUT it's cool.

It's cold and snowing now but tbh [to be honest] I'm getting used to it. It's a rude foreshadowing of what I'll be walking into this week. lol

Hmm

Classes are fine

I'm typing this in the laundry mat while my clothes are drying but I forgot to bring hangers so there's a pile of damp dress shirts on my lap.

I thought after I left on my mission my music would die with me, but from the looks of it, there's still a lot of support from my friends and fam and that makes me so happy.

This cafeteria food is not it. I can't complain because I don't make 3 meals a day but MAN some of the stuff they feed us is boofy.

OH, I got some of the sisters in my district to do the anime voice, funniest thing. You know the TikToks where it's a cliche anime stan and they talk like anime characters and it's super cringy? Kenedy, my sis, got me in the habit of talking like that every once in a while and the habit never died. My whole group always yells at me when I do it.

Knowing that I'm just a vessel in the Lord's hands and that He's really doing all the work is something that keeps me going. It's so nice to just trust Him and let go of everything. I can't imagine not being able to lean on him, I guess that's why I'm here, to show people how to do that. God bless

NEXT TIME I WRITE Y'ALL I'LL BE IN MONTANAAAAAA 

Peace